insecurity

in the Bible study
I look at insecurity
completely differently
than I ever have.

Insecurity is not about looks or shallow things
it is about not having security
lack of security
and looking to God in those moment

There couldn't be a better book
for this moment in my life
I read this book
as though it was written for me

I have no security
no idea what is to come
no idea where we are to live
no idea...

but I learn to look to God
not for outcomes
but for the Grace to accept his outcomes

and it changes my life
and the experience
and now
I see
God is working in my life
to make something amazing

but I am still numb
and terribly unsure
and frankly don't have too many memories