the afternoon of the end, a friend helped me, sheltered me until i stopped shaking and crying.
i called domestic violence shelters and legal aid, got legal advice.
i was supposed to be repenting, in a prayer group, praying for my marriage.
for God to show me how to be his wife correctly.
we went to the court to file the restraining order.
the court was closed.
i couldn't leave the kids with him
i had to go back